I'm restless;
Unstable.
My mind is jittery; craving a high.
I can’t seem to take my mind off of her.
she who found me by surprise,
she who tugs and twists at my heart,
like tug ropes, I dangle.
I can't focus on anything but her,
and now I am ruined.
I despise this feeling.
This neediness: a dependency that
cries out desperately like an infant
when in search of its mother.
The more I write, the more
meaningless the words seem.
Despite the aggravation,
she is an addiction.
And addicts crack through pockets
and wallets,
some claw into their own arms,
anything that helps them achieve
satiation.
An equilibrium never to be felt again,
I'm restless;
Unstable.
My mind is jittery; craving a high.
I can’t seem to take my mind off of her.
she who found me by surprise,
she who tugs and twists at my heart,
like tug ropes, I dangle.
I can't focus on anything but her,
and now I am ruined.
I despise this feeling.
This neediness: a dependency that
cries out desperately like an infant
when in search of its mother.
The more I write, the more
meaningless the words seem.
Despite the aggravation,
she is an addiction.
And addicts crack through pockets
and wallets,
some claw into their own arms,
anything that helps them achieve
satiation.
An equilibrium never to be felt again,